I HAD A GREAT DAY AND NOW IT JUST ALL WENT TO SHIT. THIS ISNT FUCKING FAIR I HATE THIS SO FUCKING MUCH. I KNOW HIGH SCHOOL EITHER BRINGS FRIENDS CLOSER OR TEARS THEM FARTHER APART OR BRINGS IN NEW PEOPLE ALL TOGETHER BUT THIS IS JUST FUCKING WRONG.

IVE ALREADY LOST ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS IN THE WORLD ARIEL NOW I LOST FOB AND ITS FUCKING NOT FAIR. WE WERE TALKING ABOUT HOW WE WERE TALKING A LOT MORE NOW AND HOW WE WANTED TO GET CLOSER IN HIGH SCHOOL BUT NOW SHE CANT FUCKING GO TO OUR HIGH SCHOOL. WHY THE HELL IS THIS HAPPENING???? WHY CANT I HAVE A FUCKING DAY WHERE NO FUCKING THING GOES TO THE FUCKING PITS IN A MATTER OF SECONDS???? I MEAN WHAT THE HELL????

I KNOW THIS SEEMS REALLY OVER REACTIVE AND STUFF BUT I CANT HELP IT IT MAKES ME REALLY REALLY UPSET.

I MEAN I STILL HAVE A LOT OF TROUBLE WITH THE FACT THAT ME AND ARIEL ARENT GOING TO SHARE HIGH SCHOOL TOGETHER. WE WERE LOOKING FORWARD TO IT SO MUCH!!!!!!! I MEAN, I KNOW A LOT OF YOU GUYS AREN'T CLOSE TO HER BUT I WAS!!!!!! WE SHARED PRACTICALLY EVERYTHING AND I FELT SO CLOSE TO HER, CUZ SHE KNOWS A COUPLE OF THINGS ABOUT ME THAT NONE OF YOU KNOW (DONT TAKE IT TO HEART OK? ITS JUST, WE SORTA....LOOK NVM). AND IT REALLY BLOWS THAT WE CANT SHARE SOMETHING SO BIG TOGETHER.

AND NOW I LOSE SOMEONE I WAS REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING CLOSER TO. I MEAN ME AND FOB WERENT THAT CLOSE OR ANYTHING, BUT WE WERE BECOMING SO MUCH CLOSER AND WE WERE BOTH LOOKING FORWARD TO HIGH SCHOOL WHERE WE COULD REALLY MAKE OUR FRIENDSHIP GROW AND NOW WE CANT.

THIS ISNT FAIR. I DONT UNDERSTAND IT AT ALL, I KNOW THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON, BUT I CANT FIND ANYTHING THAT COULD JUSTIFY ME LOSING PEOPLE I CARE ABOUT.

I JUST IM REALLY PISSED, AND NOW IM CRYING IT THIS WHOLE THING JUST BLOWS AND IT FUCKING PISSES ME OFF.